Monsterous Mess of Me

Clean up the mess,
Don't hesitate.
Hide your face,
You're such a disgrace.

The scars of her wrists,
Possess such an unnatural twist.
Fingers ripping at her hair,
She wonders,'Why do they care?'

Her boyfriend's the best,
But she deserves much less.
As she bites her lips until they bleed,
She pleads, and offers herself to God-
""What did you want me to be"

I may fall down on my knees,
But, baby, please-
Forgive me, like you always manage to.
So, I can finally make it up to you.

When the suns drips down,
As the rain pollutes with its silent sound-
She's ready to drown,
What a stupid frown.

Now, looking in the mirror,
Noticing the girl I see.
The ugly figure staring back at me,
Everything I wish I wouldn't be-
Too bad that's exactly what's inside of me.

""Suicide set me free"
"Suicide broke my family"

The little girl she wants to be,
Has long left her a monster,
In this society,
She's lonely and filled with anxiety.

The glass shatters around my body,
Hollow and empty,
Loose and Ragged,
Beaten, my heart is jagged.


New, something to see,
How cute her face is-
Before she's crying,
The smile is clearly lying.

"Let me be."
The fiend that I know as "me"
Preaches and screams,
A truth to tell everybody,
"I am a somebody."